17082012

Current life status:
- Boyfriend: 1 (Totally normal!)
- Friends: 3 (Kinda depressing)
- Life is feeling... : ...Pretty bad right now. BUT it could be a lot worse.


Life is hard when you have found your true love at the age of 16, break up with said person on and off for almost 3 years and now you are back together at the age of 19. Have Catholic families AND a judgmental father-in-law to be (in about 3-4 years) AND a mother who will kill you when she finds out that you're dating the person she claims to hate the most. Neither will ever accept the fact that we are together again and that we plan on getting married and so on and both will probably do their best efforts to stop it from happening.
Your boyfriend is in an other country for 3 weeks and you are left alone in a small town with no friends what so ever. And your best friend, who you've known since 7th grade, can't come and visit you at all and is this weekend totally busy because her boyfriend comes home to visit her from the army (But it is totally ok! I would do the exact same thing!)
But you know it gets better because your best friends boyfriend leaves on Sunday and your boyfriend is coming back in 12 (+ today) days and then everything else will solve it self.

I kinda flipped yesterday when my boyfriend told me he isn't going to propose for at least 3 years but during the night I realized maybe I just overreacted a bit. A bit ( I mean 3 years is still a long time. But no rush!) But still maybe I should look at it like this: I have about 3 years time to plan my own wedding and make sure we can afford everything I want.
So that when he decides to pop the question then I have everything ready. I just need to fit the reality with the plan and change stuff that doesn't fit in.

Good plan right?

With Love:

Dani Heart

Ps. Feed my fishes!